I think there is something seriously wrong with me medically. And what I mean by that is I can get really depressed (like to the point where I see absolutely no hope at all) then a couple of hours later I feel fine, well by fine I mean better. I'm going to talk to my doctor about it.

Anyway so Diverse Harmony went well and I am not as nervous as before about our concert coming up (June 2 at 2 and 8 p.m. at SCCC).

So this boy Spencer that I am dating is an amazing guy. I think he's probably the most genuine person I know, and I am very excited to see where we as a couple go from here. He's a special boy and I dont want to mess things up with him.

I just wanted to say thank you to all of you who seem to help me through my darkest times. Lately I've only been writing about how depressed I feel and how hard I feel like my life is and never talk about the positive things in my life that I really do appreciate.One of those things being you guys. I know I hardly ever respond back with comments to your guys' journals and for that I am sorry. Even with my absence of posts you guys still seem to find the time to help me, so thank you.

Good night everyone.